While my colleague and I were rushing out props for a project on hand at the dining area* in silence just a bit before lunch time,

P: Where's Chi Lee ah? When is she coming? Everyone is ready to go right?
(silence)
A: Maybe she's reaching really soon (Chi Lee is really on her way back from a nursing home. Had an appointment with one of the patients there to do nutrition counselling).
Colleague and I looked up from what we were doing and looked at each other for a moment.
Me: hehehe~
Colleague: hehehehe, still on the way lo. Still harvesting.
Me: My god. Still harvesting.
Colleague and I: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

* We have this area right in front of our pantry where we use the space to consume our take-aways on busy/lazy/hot days. Has an oval shaped table and chairs enough to fit half of the company strength (which is 7) in one sitting. Big enough to hold a mini meeting too.

X, Cheryl.

I was so sleepy/exhausted (I can't even differentiate them properly anymore. Ugh) today that I nodded off while reading an article, nodded off during a meeting that lasted the entire afternoon after lunch time (because we had to send some drafts to XXX tomorrow)

and all of a sudden, I shot awake. Like almost immediately.

It was super scary, I swear.

But that isn't the main point. The main point is, whoever thinks that work, any kind, whichever line, should start work before 10AM, should seriously go get themselves a gun, and shoot themselves either in the balls or brains. Take your pick.

I can easily list a huge bunch of reasons to why work shouldn't start earlier than 10AM and probably typed out an essay on it in one sitting, but I know that the efforts I put in will be extremely futile.
I am so very thankful that it's friday tomorrow (cus I've yet to go to bed). One more day to the weekends.
(':

This is such a pointless entry, I must apologize.
Till the next entry with more content and perhaps along with a few dashes of wits and humour again.

It's been a while now and I know that I've only locked in one entry for the entire month of April - and for my friend. I can tell you that the particular reason for it (and that I am pushing the blame to) is due to internship.

Okay fine. I admit.
Also along side with procrastination, awesome distractions like variety shows and dramas to top everything off like how a caramel drizzle would do on top of a panna cotta.

It's really strange for me to address myself as a year 3 student now and am doing my internship to clear the first half of it. I would have ranted and shared a bit here and there about my work and the workplace to the people that I keep really close with, but I am pretty certain that I've not shared a lot on any public platform. Not yet.

One thing that I am extremely thankful for this whole internship thing is the people that I have at my workplace. They kind of took me in very willingly when I'm like a rude addition to them when I appeared at the doorsteps with my outfit a bit too formal, a bit too stiff. They treat me as if I have been a part of them ever since the start of time. No honorifics were needed, respect was given. I cannot be anymore thankful than I already am. (':
I had to deal with a heck lot of admin jobs when I first joined them before any proper/decent work comes chasing after me. And it's not that I am totally spared from admin jobs now that I have proper work to do. To that I can only direct your call towards my supervisor if you need any further inquiries since she's the admin manager in the office.
No one in the office understood why she's the one who is supervising me since she have almost-zero knowledge on nutrition (which is what I am currently doing in school) and that we have another manager who is doing things that are related to what I've been doing in the house.

Social life have been robbed away from me totally and especially since most people would already have their weekends booked way before I could think of anything, not to even start looking for my phone to churn a text out. Sigh.
(By the way, so sorry that I couldn't make it for the celebration for you tonight, Asriq. Dinner popped out and I can't say anything about it!!)

Things still happen, just like how each day would end off with the sun setting and the night curtains falling in with them stars.
I still feel, I still think, I still wonder.
And I always tell myself that it's quite meaningless when the things that I think and ponder about have no absolute answers to them.
Things can only get better, I keep telling myself to mask that pessimistic core of mine.

I hope things are going well for the people who still bother to check back on this space. It would be nice if y'all would leave a comment. I'll be more than willing to listen. I really need some sort of bridge back to my already non-existent social life.

Off to watch something light and get some shut eye before the madness from work on the last workday of the week kicks in.
Have a nice friday ahead, everybody!!

Tillagain (Boy, I really do miss typing this. (':).

This entry is for the girl who..
- smiled at me and made friends with me on the first day of school, when I'm so lost that I didn't know what to do.
- is able to make anyone smile despite how rough their day was/ how horrible the morning can be.
- make me come up with a new way to make people remember the chinese characters for chinese spelling (and yes, you're the only one who uses it, till date).
- is the only one that I give chinese spelling to, too.
- gave me a card when I returned to school after that incident, looking and feeling all disheveled from what I've been through.
- will go all camera-crazy with me, anytime, anywhere!!  
- will listen to me no matter how grouchy/long-winded I can be.
- will know when I'll need a hug, and will always accept me in with open arms. 
- loves yellow so much even though I can't stand the sight of it. hahaha!!
- will go all out to help me out, no matter how shitty my current situation can be.
- will always go through my entries, no matter what domain/platform I'm on.
- recently surprised me at my workplace and bring someone alongside with her epic& absolutely priceless expression.
- have dedicated an entry just for me on my 19th birthday (YAY ME!! (:).
- will draw something like this to cheer me up and on in the middle of the night (UNDER CUT!!)
( hehehehehe!! (: )
- is more than just a name and turns 20 today!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE ANN!! (:
(Refer to my texts again to insert what I would wanna say here~~) & You do know that I love you!! (:
And yes I will always remember your birthday, just like the way you did with mine!! (:

This entry definitely goes out to you, and I bet you've already realized that I've not done any entries for April yet, till this one. The other entries can be procrastinated but not this one!!~

Have a good one this year and stay gold!!

With lots and lots of love,
Cheryl.

Internship postings are out today, and I have no idea whether I should be very glad or not at all instead.

I have my LO telling me that it's a good posting, with a venue that isn't technically very far away from where I reside, and that if I do well, I might land myself there with a job in the future after graduation.
I also have my doubts of being there alone, and especially after what was being told to me during the briefing earlier on. Sigh.

I am just going to take everything with a pinch of salt and sugar and everything else that I can find along the way, then.
Thank you to those who've helped me out with praying, hoping or whichever other ways you have. I really do appreciate them. (':

At least I am getting allowances, or so they insisted on, for this 4 months of what seems uncertainties that lies ahead of me. (:

Life has been treating me well, since all I do is to watch videos, spazz here and there every now and then, sleep in late and wake up in time for work and getting paid for standing at the door and following customers around when they enter the store. <:

Friends have passed by and dropped to say Hi. There was one night that was so epic that I am so very glad that the manager wasn't around at that time for I think she will be so confused at what was going on at that moment.
"Omg!! It's HER!!"
Your expression is classic. Really, hands down!! <:
And thank you for dropping by!! It's been really long since I've last saw you!! (:

Think I shall stop before I start ranting about how annoying the whole company (that I am working for) is when it comes to hiring of new staffs when almost every store is seriously short-staffed. If that made sense. Ugh.

Going to watch them videos now~
Tillagain. (:

Lately, I've been busying myself out with evening shifts back at my workplace.

I'm not complaining since it's always nice to have extra cash on hand, and I would really need them to fund myself for necessities like food, clothes and whatnots, especially when internship is really going to come and haunt me with the days inching pass me.
Also, I'm starting to really feel at ease with the people there, back at this outlet where I used to work, say, a year back. There was a drastic makeover of staffs and manager in charge after I left. 

All is brewing well, for me now. 
But, the moments spent at work is not interesting enough for me to talk about 'em here. 
Other than the fact that I think that work is messing with my head a bit too much with the songs I play at home and those I have to listen at workplace;
A few days back saw me waking up with Sakurai Sho's T.A.B.O.O (omg. Don't ask me why. I haven't got the slightest idea why and I don't even play that song enough to have it playing in my head. Ugh.) and having the rest of the entire day having BigBang's Fantastic Baby back and forth in my head ALL DAY LONG. (Y)

Why yes, I'm back with BigBang for a while now, I suppose. *waves maniacally*

Other than this kind of things. OH!!
A HUGE THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HELPED IN PRAYING/WISHING/HOPING FOR THE BEST FOR ME FOR MAH RESULTS!! <:
My results came out the other day, and I was so thankful that I was able to pull through the horrible PBPN of which I screwed up the paper a bit too much for my liking.
My results were decent, but not fantastic and like how it has always been. I am thankful and really appreciative. I really am. (:

I think I am boring my readers out a bit too much now.
Thank you all for checking back, whatever intentions you have in mind, thank you.

Back to my shows, and have a nice day, everybodeh~ 
Tillagain.

I figured I needed a post up here pretty urgently, a decent one that is, since I've been living my life way too nocturnal with dramas and variety shows.
I have to combine a few entries into one, so please bear with me people!! *gives apologetic look*

• Examinations for the second academic year

Is settled, but with lots of regrets for the last paper. It's not that I haven't got enough time to prepare myself for it or that I didn't pay enough attention to prepare for for it. But it seems like my efforts went down the drain upon the completion of the paper cus I can't seem to remember the things I was required to put in, into the paper. 
I am seriously just hoping for the best, and pray that I'll be able to move on to Year 3, with a decent enough internship to tide me along.
Please, everybody, if you have a moment to spare, please pray something good to come along for me. I can't thank everybody enough for this, really. Sigh.

• Work

To feed myself (not exactly), to feed my unnecessary wants and whatnots, yes. I am back to the same place, old outlet to work and get some extra cash, with that being the top priority.   
Come pay me a visit if you have the time and know when I'm there.

•  layout for faithwingz@lj

Yep, if you guys haven't realized. Something new for something old. (:
I've always got this habit to change the layout for this place whenever I've ended something or start something new. Or basically when I got bored of it, to put it very plainly.
Oh, userpics have some changes to them, too. Just to complete the whole set of layout change, you see. (:
And yes, someone already spotted this out before I could post anything about it here!! Thank you~~ It's kinda weird for me to know that there's someone out there who checks this space out regularly apart from the few that I already know. Arigatou gozaimasu!!~ 

• DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE IN SG!!! 

My god. That was the best thing that have happened to me ever since 2012 started and I am kidding you not. I'm so glad that I spent that money. To be honest, I was a little hesitant since it's been quite some time since I have dcfc on my playlist, on repeat that is. And I have yet to take their newest record in account, too. That was the little problem for me that night cus they did a few songs from their new record, but lemme tell you, I was seriously blown when they did the songs from the Plans album. THAT'S LIKE THE ONE THAT GOT ME INTO THEM.
And they did my favourites from that album, too. (': 
How generous can they get when the fans asked for encore, got it, and got FOUR songs at that?!
I can't express how much I love them for that night. (':   

I hope everyone is enjoying their lives with whatever that comes their way while I get back to my shows and dramas now. :b
Tillagain.

I suddenly remembered that very incident that happened during our last class presentation for the year and on someone's ppt slides, there was an error in the recommended intake of Calcium per day.

"OMG. 10000MG/DAY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!"
"THAT ONE GOT STONES ALREADY. STONES ALREADY AH!!"

Me: The shit just happened?!! Why everybody in the LT... OH MY GOD. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Sorry. This is one of the many things that happens when people are all stretched out for too many projects and too much figures in their head. and of course, during nutrition class.

Tillagain.

Hello March. I hope you will treat me well. (:
( You don't really need to know all this unless you have a paper at 0230 later on. )

I'm sorry if you've clicked on the cut to find out what it is. I am really just very worried about my biochemistry paper later on.
The last paper. 2 hours worth. I think I can do this. I think.

Tillagain.